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[July 21, 2008] |
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not feeling so hot still and feel a bit sick still blargh~
sleep sounds wonderful.. now if only my head would quit swimming and making me nauseous. that would be freaking lovely.
x___x;; i hope i don't have food poisoning again.. that shit sucked v.v;
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[July 20, 2008] |
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Is it a bad thing for me to say that i've completely lost all hope in humanity?
Homosapiens are such stupid, useless creatures. There needs to be another definition that is greater than 'sapien' now. i think some of us have far transcended it. This is what's known as the human race? Count me out.
Ugh. Can i be secluded from ignorance now? Please?
Anyway.
Seriously thinking about either picking up either Azula or Mei from Avatar xDDD Or maybe both. Iunno. i like both their characters(particularly Mei); but i only recently started liking Azula. (Can you tell i was watching the new episodes/finale?? xD) Azula is so crazy awesome xDDD And Mei, well i like her because she's sarcastic and generally like me and blah blah blah. But Azula..man xD; i don't think i'd be able to do MUCH with her, but when it came down to her true nature, that'd be so much fun. You just have to watch the last episode.. there's no way i can describe it properly xD!
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[July 12, 2008] |
i am so on the computer at work again.
xD; Because i rock.
AND KALE IS LE BACK asd;jfa;sdiof;asdof*continuous keyboard vomit*.
Yes. A post just for this.
Cheers:D
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[July 06, 2008] |
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Sooooooou. i was doing some tarot readings just a bit ago, because well.. i'm awesome like that (/sarcasm) and i kept getting pretty distinct readings for something i didn't even ask about. So i'm guessing i should pay attention before i get in trouble/do something stupid/fuck something up.
i kept getting the fool both right-side and upside down and death(XIII). The right-side up combo, along with other cards for the reading can be taken literally or as a sign. Literally it's a reading of oneself(which i wasn't asking) and it means i resist/dislike change and usually fight it. Which is true. *shrug* i like comfort zones, yes. But the sign for it means a big change is coming or pending. Perhaps something already in the words that i'm resisting or procrastinating against.
The upside down combo though is a sign for basically saying "You better change up or it'll end bad." Pretty vague. But with the other cards it gave me a pretty idea of what's up. Basically i just got told that if i don't change the way i handle situations/myself something bad will result of it. i couldn't tell if the result would be of my own doing though, couldn't get anything out of that.
Sooooo~here i am trying this out. This is a first step here. You see, tarot readings usually classify as private posts.. much like almost everything else unless there's someone i want to see. Usually gOD since she's always got my back and advice.
Going to also starting TRYING to seriously talk about my problems. Instead of writing them in a private entry on a blog. Or bottling it up inside and ignoring it.
i seriously think the bad thing that would end up happening would be going insane again. And i want to do everything i possibly can to prevent that. i actually like my life as it is, despite a few things i want to go away. Otherwise, i've potentially never been happier. And i'd like to keep it that why, kthnx. Saa.
i'm worried about Kale. i know that i'm probably just paranoid for no reason; but i just can't shake the feeling. :/ i know about a lot of the crap he has to deal with/the things that go down around him/the people he has to deal with and none of it eases my mind. Although i'm pretty damn sure he's just got his hands full with Kyle, i still can't help but worry. :/ He's my long-lost brother, i swear. He is the baby that was lost at birth; my baby bro didn't die at birth you fools, he's in Colorado!! .___.;
Haven't been sleeping well lately. Think it's cuz i'm stressed out and worried. ~___~; i need a vacation or something i think.
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[July 04, 2008] |
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( PRONZ!? )
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[July 03, 2008] |
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Did i ever mention the fact that i HATE kids?
Because i do.
i really.. really do.
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[July 01, 2008] |
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Found the phone! It is still very dead.
v___v;; *siiiiiiiiiigh* i'm just glad i found the damn thing v.v;
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[June 24, 2008] |
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lmao i am SO on the computer at work.
i'm so badass.
xD.
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[June 15, 2008] |
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( わめき散らすこと )
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[June 13, 2008] |
D: i want a Kisame for ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) rizumikaru_yomi~~*flail*{EDIT}lulz not really... i just wanted some sweet KisaIta moments for my face~but THAT can't verily happen at RY cosh of da Gaara..yah. xD;; But luckily i found at good Kisa RP'r and it was goooooooooooood xD;; *lame*{/EDIT}
my room is a disaster. i need to clean it up. but i'm too tired to. and too sick of being here to bother myself with it.
why am i such a bad person?
and Sasuke is still st00pid. :(
Ugh...in SUCH a random KisaIta mood... *stalks y!G for a bit*
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[June 12, 2008] |
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It just took me over two hours to tag as Itachi.
i'm losing him or something.
*sigh.*
He completely drained me and i feel like an Itachi-mooded zombie.
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[June 10, 2008] |
Ok ok ok I KNOW D:
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Saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Arts. As i promised v.v;;;
More to come...cuz i'm lame.
( SUCKAGE BEHIND THE CUT D: )
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[June 10, 2008] |
in a not good mood today. was hoping some Tseng/Aerith would cheer me up. It did, in my mind, but i couldn't tag to my log with Meev. Peeved about that. *fails*
Been drawing. Cuz i've promised people arts. So i've been trying, really i have. i'm just not very productive when people need me to be.
there's lots of things going on with me that i wish would just go away. i want to curl in my corner and just stay there forever so i'm not bothering anyone. which i always feel like i'm doing.
i really wish i could spend every second of my life curled up in Arielle's arms.
i really, really do hate life and living.
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